Someone save me from myself!!

Quick!!! I need someone to save me from the melacholy i've slipped and fallen into! I don't know what happened I powered through February with very little incident and now...now it's March and I can't seem to shake this funk. It's annoying to say the least and it's downright unbearable at best. I'm so blah even I don't want to be around myself! Ughh.



I hosted a Moms night in at my house the last friday in February thinking "yes this will work. This will trick my brain into forgetting that it's still winter." I'm going to stop trying to fool my brain it's obviously smarter than I am. The party was good a little bit of drama but with that many women in one room it's bound to happen. What really has me peeved is this: My name is unusual enough on it's own and ok i've come to terms with the oddness of it but is it really necessary for fully adult women to make fun it? I mean correct me if i'm wrong but it seems just a tad bit, oh I dont know, immature!!! to be tagged a made up name like Wrainbeau Vagina fluffy dickman. No it's not amusing, no I don't find it funny, no i'm not ever going to laugh at this. First off you come into my home and call me a vagina..then compound the insult by telling me that my headband looks like a dog collar so we should just call you fluffy and you find this humorous AFTER I've told you I wont tell you my middle name because it was horrible..so you figure you're just going to make one that's even worse. The thing about that incident is the person who started it, did it to be malicious and mean. She doesn't like me (there's a history there)and she was peeved because for a tiny little bit she was not the center of attention of which is the only place she knows how to be. I know i'm not the only one that finds this person abrasive, I also know that there are a few moms that are so put off by her that they refuse to attend any function where this person may show up. I happen to be a moderator for this group so I don't have that luxury which may be why i'm in such a foul mood this week.